Analytical Reflection
Learning Processes and Outcomes
Learning Process 1 & Outcome 1
I understood that I wanted to deliver an experience that went beyond just text—something where people could feel what I was feeling when I was writing it. With the help of a good friend who's a great web developer, we coded a website together. Even though I took AP computer science in high school, it was much harder than I expected and took four times as long as I thought it would. I also realized editing audio was way more complicated than I anticipated, so I reached out to another friend who has audio experience.
This whole process taught me that it's okay to ask for help when you need it, and actually, getting help lets you learn even more. I could have struggled alone, but collaborating made the final product better and taught me skills I never would have developed on my own.
Outcome: I created a website with audio components that could be experienced through multiple senses—listening, seeing, and reading. The portfolio became something people could navigate and interact with rather than just read.
Learning Process 2 & Outcome 2
Through workshop sessions, I definitely became better at showing rather than telling. When I compare my older pieces to the newer ones, I give much more concrete examples instead of just explaining concepts. I also picked up a lot more technical terms to bring to my next cocktail party.
What really helped was hearing my professor and classmates explain their thought processes—both when they discussed their own work and when they gave feedback. Learning by watching others give live feedback taught me to be a more analytical reader. I used to read texts almost blindly or heavily based on my gut feeling, but now I can't unsee elements like the concreteness versus abstractness scale or Vonnegut's storyline theory. I especially like identifying the turning points in texts now.
The workshop sessions also exposed me to different cultural perspectives through my peers' writing. Pieces with historical references to the Soviet Union and the Holocaust gave me a more European view of these events. I'd only gotten the US version of history before, so hearing from people whose relatives have been directly impacted by conflicts like the Russia-Ukraine War helped me understand how these conflicts actually affect families. I wouldn't say my views dramatically shifted, but being in this class increased my awareness of world events and my own underlying biases.
Reading Jamaica Kincaid's "A Small Place" was a perfect example of this. I'd never really thought critically about vacation destinations before, but now I consider viewpoints and interests beyond my own. It definitely showed me the other side of traveling.
Outcomes: I became a better, more knowledgeable world citizen and a more intentional reader who approaches texts with actual analytical tools.
Learning Process 3 & Outcome 3
I went above and beyond to get more knowledge from Professor Thomas about writing structurally sound poems. According to workshop feedback and my own reflection, I realized I was writing pieces that were emotionally compelling but structurally all over the place. I needed to learn how to write pieces that considered format alongside content.
Professor Thomas recommended I read "Howl" by Allen Ginsberg after I went up during break to ask more questions about poem structure. I was genuinely curious about how to organize poetry better, and that book was really interesting to study. This whole experience taught me that just going up, asking questions, and being genuinely inquisitive when you're confused is one of the best ways to learn.
Outcome: I became a more professional writer who understands how to structure poems and organize my ideas more effectively rather than just writing emotionally and hoping it works.
Personal Growth and Challenges
I learned that I often rely on others' opinions to reassure myself that my writing makes sense or is even worth reading. Sometimes I probably depend on feedback too much because I have trouble trusting my gut feeling, my taste in writing, and my own judgment. When I catch myself looking for validation, I try to tell myself to at least write a rough draft of how I want the text to be and to be bold with my choices. I keep a trial-and-error mindset: if something works, it works; if it doesn't, I change it.
Connected to my lack of confidence is my perfectionism. I have a love-hate relationship with writing. It lets me be creative, which I deeply enjoy, but I'm never completely satisfied with the outcome. I always find small things to fix or add. It's truly a never-ending process of revisions. This perfectionism comes from two places: 1) I put pressure on myself to write the best I possibly can, and I worry about how my audience will receive my work and 2) I want everyone who reads my writing to enjoy it and find it worth their time.
On a broader level, comparing my mental state before winter break to this spring semester, there was a significant difference in how I felt. I was dreading coming back to school and taking classes I wasn't interested in. I was spending too much time studying and too little time resting or exploring my own interests. This class helped me regain my passion for writing and other hobbies like baking and listening to music. I felt excited to show up to class and calm in this tight-nit classroom environment. After taking this course, I learned that I'm much happier when I actually allow myself to rest and indulge in my creative interests.
What's Next
During this course, I felt extremely de-stressed by writing again. It helps me imagine myself in the poem's setting and forget about everything else I need to get done. Writing was something I practiced in high school, but I'd abandoned it due to my busy study schedule, so this class helped me regain my love for it.
In the future, I want to continue writing as a hobby I can use to relax after work. I could also see myself writing for small organizations. My mom has been working as an editor for the SWEA magazine for twenty years since we moved to the US, and participating in SWEA or something similar would be very satisfying and rewarding.
This class reminded me that creativity isn't just a luxury—it's necessary for my well-being. I have tools now that I didn't have six months ago, and more importantly, I have confidence that I can keep growing as a writer even after this class ends.